Why Am I Here?

I want to say... I'm feeling a little drained this week trying to put up content that you would be interested in reading, along with going back and forth with manufacturers about my first product design, chatting with Digital Age Art about how to create my website and design how I'd like my first backpacks to look and be and feel like and what I want them to bring into your life.

I'm trying to figure out what I would really want to see personally and how I want to show that to you. What I really want is to be able to vent about all the frustrations I'm feeling, and doubts I'm having, but I'm trying to put on a brave happy face for you to see it. This stuff is HARD, man. Trying to drill into my head on a daily basis to not give up on all of the work I've done so far is VERY difficult. I've got to keep telling myself to push forward, just keep my focus on what I want to provide for you. But what is that, exactly? What do I want to provide?

Well, I want you to feel like you can confide in me. I want you to smile when you think of me because of the happiness I've provided you. I want you to want to make others smile when you think of me. I want to make each thing I share with you make you think, "Yeah, she really cares about me and what I want." I'd like some more insight, though. What do you want? What is it in this whole world that you want more than anything? I know what I want. I want to feel proud of the person I am. I want to feel like I've accomplished making millions of people happy with something that I did. Me. I want to build something that turns into other people being kinder, sharing more, giving to people they don't even know. I want to be someone who inspires you to do better, be better. But how do I do that? My hope is that if I share how I'm feeling, the struggles I'm going through to share with you how bad I really want to make this happen, post things to make you laugh, design products that you'll be proud to use, you'll want to work on yourself and improve who you are and what you want to provide to the world. If you can't say you're proud to be who you are, why are you the way you are? It is so easy to just accept that you are the way you are, even if you hate some things about the way you act. But, to tell you the truth, I believe we are the only people who can change who we are. I'm trying to change who I am. I didn't like the person I was becoming. I want to be more. I want to do more. I want to give more. What would you change? What do you want? Who do you want to be?


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